I am sitting by the pool right now. The last few days have been some of the most turbulent days of my life. They have been filled with all-time highs and all-time lows. I have been thinking about Daisy deeply as of late. Ever since the accident, all I can think about is her. I have truly realized that I need her in my life. I can’t imagine being without her. However, I must learn to face my fear of loneliness. It can not be cured how I hoped it would be. I have learned that you can’t recreate the past. I must learn to accept that the past is gone. I must learn to accept myself and not try to make my life a fantasy. I may start to do things more differently. Maybe I won’t live so lavishly. I don’t know how to fix this feeling. I don’t know if it will ever go away. It feels as if I have no one to talk to right now. Although I do know I’ve been thinking about this way too much right now, I need a break. Maybe I should use my pool for the first time. Yes, I think I will jump in for...
What a night! The night began with the revealing of Daisy and I’s relationship to her husband Tom. It did not go well, and Tom ordered both of us to leave and go home. Daisy chose to drive, which thinking back now was not a clever idea. She was distraught and clearly not in the right state of mind to drive. Then, all a sudden, we hit something. It was Myrtle. I immediately decided that Daisy was not going to take the blame. I would take the blame. I knew that it would be traced back to my car. But first, I had to get Daisy home. After, I got Daisy inside and settled, I returned home and began to formulate a plan. I could tell the truth, which wasn’t going to happen. I could say it wasn’t my car, but if someone saw us that wouldn’t work. Lastly, I could take the blame. The latter was looking like the best option. I was not going to let this tragedy fall onto Daisy. She already had enough problems that stemmed from Tom. I wish he could have been the one driving the car. All of this wou...